I thought you had been prayed away.
I thought I had stomped you into oblivion.
I thought I had become overwhelmed to the point where
God decided I had had enough.
Latched on secretly
Piggyback
Onto the semblance of realness
against a smooth surface
( like a Trojan horse
You were? )
Oh no, not you again.
Oh hell no.
I thought it was time for me to be blessed.
Oh no, not you again.
Oh hell no.
Were you sitting
watching?
biding your time?
With your leaning on my every word
Stroking my
ego like no other.
lurking
around corners
like a cat
patiently waiting?
The epidermis of the heart
sand paper-like.
like bones that have been hollowed out.
collapsing under it's weight.
Oh no, not you again.
Oh hell no.
…
You’re here.
Damn.
latched on secretly
like a Trojan horse.
Were you waiting for the right moment
until the moment
I told myself
I could love and trust someone again
for you to make your presence known
for you to attack the most vulnerable part of me-
my heart?
Yes.
--alexgeorge
This is a rough draft.
