Oh Hell No

No


I thought you had been prayed away.


I thought I had stomped you into oblivion.


I thought I had become overwhelmed to the point where


God decided I had had enough.


Latched on secretly


Piggyback


Onto the semblance of realness


against a smooth surface

 ( like a Trojan horse


You were? )


Oh no, not you again.


Oh hell no.


I thought it was time for me to be blessed.


Oh no, not you again.


Oh hell no.


Were you sitting


watching?


biding your time?


With your leaning on my every word


Stroking my


ego like no other.


lurking


around corners


like a cat


patiently waiting?


The epidermis of the heart


sand paper-like.

 like bones that have been hollowed out. 
collapsing under it's weight. 


Oh no, not you again.


Oh hell no.



…


You’re here.


Damn.


latched on secretly


like a Trojan horse.


Were you waiting for the right moment


until the moment


I told myself


I could love and trust someone again


for you to make your presence known


for you to attack the most vulnerable part of me-


my heart?


Yes.



--alexgeorge

This is a rough draft.