Loving you is like a revolution

(within me

   ) a change

i can feel

but i can’t see

a movement

a revival of sorts;

slowly bringing back to life something I thought was dead

or unused for so long that it had closed up

loving you is like a revolution

a spinning around in my head

a new heart

to replace the old one that had hardened

from prolonged exposure to the cold, lies and bs and the lack of appreciation.

and suddenly I’m loving what I used to hate

and hating what I used to love

I don’t care that I’m wearing clothes I don’t like, obviously,

or spending hours with you at the mall

or going to your church

because I’m with you and loving you;

what am I doing and who is this person that made this new change?

this is not like me;

what is happening?

I know what it is-

I’m being loved and cherished and appreciated and respected in return.

(fin-

ally)